I will have an interview this evening. It could be my "warm up" session for my subsequent interviews, since my last interview happened about 3 years ago. It is my friend who referred the job to me. it would be awkward if my performance is not good enough. The feeling will be bad as my friend discussed with me a few times and convinced me at last, so that I decided to have this try.
My phobia always come when I think about the future if I could join this company. It is really a new environment to me with quite a different culture and business nature. My present job does not require travelling to other countries, and seldom to speak English or foreign languages. If I join this company, it will require frequent trips. The fear comes when I need to communicate in Mardarian or English....